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[13 Apr 2004|09:24pm]
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Last Ever Hun [11 Apr 2004|01:32am]
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This Journal Is Dead [29 Mar 2004|11:11pm]
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[28 Mar 2004|11:46am]

The Last and Final Call

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[25 Mar 2004|09:44pm]

Last Call For My New Journal


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LOOK OUT! [23 Mar 2004|11:42pm]
New Journal

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[23 Mar 2004|10:52pm]
Blah....I'm Confused about a lot of things. Ha..That's so typical of me.

Anyways, I'm thinking of starting a new journal.

I'll post it soon. I have no clue what my new name is going to be though.
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[23 Mar 2004|07:52pm]
This is the time where you think everyone that you love someday will all turn there backs on you. I feel like that right now. Crying. That's all I seemed to be doing lately. It fucking never stop and it never helps. I know everyone feels this way too. It just hurts to know someone I cared for is leaving me. I just want to be alone now. And I want to than Anthony, Jodi, Bre, and Jessica for all making me feel better this week becuase without you, I don't think I'd be where I am now
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[23 Mar 2004|06:54pm]
I didn't think it could get worse?....

Wow you were wrong
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I'm Sorry. [22 Mar 2004|10:20pm]
Tonight, I cried over something I haven't cried about in a long time. You see my real idol in my life was my grandma Carol. She made a real difference in my life and I will respect her for the rest of my life. You see my father's side of the family was really messed up. My aunt was always in and out of a rehab center and my cousin's were always in some mess but through all of that she stayed strong. That summer before she passed away she had to get a trancrial.( where they poke a hole in your throat so you can breath) We found out she had cancer. In February she died. It always bugged me inside because I could never tell her how much she meaned to me. She lived in Staten Island and we missed her death by 15 minutes. It also bugged me because I always wanted to know if I meant a lot to her too but she couldn't talk. I always wished for one day i could just have it back to the way it was when we used to stay at her old house and how innocent my cousins were. The last good memory I had with my grandma before thing all went downhill was when only me and her were up and we were watching tv and talking about things in life. I know that if my grandma were alive now it wouldn't be the best for some reasons becuase now my 17 year old cousin has had one abortion and she now has a child. Both my cousins drink and do drug and get in trouble with the law all the time. I always wanted to make my family proud or make someone happy but I really don't know anymore.
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da da da It's Fishing Around [22 Mar 2004|06:04pm]
Am I cute?:
Am I crazy?:
Am I loveable?:
Am I funny?:
Am I annoying?:
Am I psycho?:
Am I fun to hang out with?:
Am I a good person?:

Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?:
Hug me if I cried?:
Consider me a good friend?:
Ever go out with me?:
Kiss me?:
Have sex with me?:
Marry me?:

When's my birthday?:
What school do I go to?:
Who is my best friend?:
Favorite color?:
Favorite movie/s?:
Do I prefer night or day?:
Do I prefer to see the movie or read the book?:
Do I prefer rain or snow?:

Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
Comment on my clothes/style, what would you say?:

What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?:
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
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Whoa, Can't Do It By Myself [22 Mar 2004|11:26am]
Yesterday,I was all sick in the morning and than around 3 we picked up Jodi and Chris and I met Anthony at the movies. The people at the theatres were assholes and wouldn't let me buy Jodi and Chris tickets so they just got tickets for LOTR. It was a weird movie. After that we all went back to my house. We watched Family Guy and Half Baked. It was a good night and it made me feel a lot better than the past few nights. Thanks for making my night better Anthony. I had a good dream last night too which is a change for me becuase I don't dream that much.

Today, I have SAT class from 3 to 5:30..Blah. Someone call me so I can leave the room and not go insane. Or you can just IM my phone.
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[22 Mar 2004|11:23am]

I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself
But you know that I could crush you with my voice

Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing

I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret
My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel
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[22 Mar 2004|11:17am]
I am such a sucker
And I'm always the last to know
My insides are copper
And I'd kill to make them gold
Conversation got me here: another night alone in the city
So make my bed the grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets

Every friend we ever had in common
I will sever the tie with you
You can thank your lucky stars
That everything i wish for will never come true

When you go, I will forget everything about you
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[22 Mar 2004|11:13am]
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say.
Tonight I'm writing you a million miles away.
Tonight is all about "We miss you."
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Haha..Thought this was funny. [22 Mar 2004|10:44am]
Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
Your Love Is...Rough
During Lovemaking You Act...Like a volcano, hot & steamy
Your Partner Is...Your everything
Your Partner Has Said That You...Are their only love
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote."Love is bittersweet"
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
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Love Me? [20 Mar 2004|11:30pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I want this to be the last night I cry myself to sleep.

I'm so lonely...

And I know I will always be alone. Love? Who will answer me when I call?

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[20 Mar 2004|08:42pm]
Greastest News...
Kelis is playing wheh I see Britney

Stowe, we are dancing our asses off
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You make me Cry [20 Mar 2004|08:14pm]
As Maryanne you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech and although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature.
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[20 Mar 2004|07:29pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Oh rain. How I hate thee.

I just feel like sleeping right now or cuddling. I wish someone really cared or told me how they really felt about me. I hate being this way. I don't want to be sad anymore. Today I felt like walking away from everything. If I knew how to drive I'd be out of this town now. God, How I need someone. Just kiss me once and I'll be happy.

I want to feel alive again.

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[19 Mar 2004|07:34pm]
[ mood | sad ]


I keep listening to songs that make me want to cry. Someone hold me.

"Screaming Infidelities" by Dashboard Confessional
"Konstaintine" by Something Corporate
"This I Promise You" by N'Sync (I know)
"What It Is To Burn" by Finch
"The Days Of The Phoenix" by AFI
Like any song by Armor For Sleep
"Cheek To Cheek" (the song about my life) by The Starting Line
"Inside Of Love" by Nada Surf

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HELP! [19 Mar 2004|07:23pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I spent today online, listening to old pop music and mixes I made, and talking to Jodi on the phone. All and all it was a very insanely boring day. I'm going to a baby shower tomorrow and might be going to Opens with Kevin. Sunday, I'm going to the movies with Anthony.

Oh man I can't wait for Mad Mad House. I only watch like a few shows on tv which are pretty dumb ones...Kingdom Hospital on Wednesdays at 10pm, Mad Mad House, and Queer Eye For The Straight Guy. I actually watched Pretty Woman which I have never seen up until today. It was ehhh. I also watched Little Shop Of Horrors. Good movie, kids. Watch it.

If you haven't noticed I'm being very random today. I think it's because I'm slowly going crazy by being "Grounded" I call it that because my mom picks when I can go out or what gets taken away. Oh about my parents, my dad has the flu and my mom besides having a broken elbow has an infection on her leg so she can't move her leg either. I have to pay $500 for roaming charges when I was in MO which was the money for my new guitar which I can't get now.

Everything basically sucks in my life right now. Ugh...I need someone to talk to now and tell me everything is ok.

ooo 88 Lines about 44 Women by They Might Be Giants and Popular by Nada Surf....Good songs also.

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Take this about me?? [19 Mar 2004|01:19pm]
your name:

[Where did we meet?]

[Did you like me right away?]

[Take a stab at my middle name]

[Where do I live?]

[How long have you known me?]

[My age]

[What's my birth date?]

[Do I have any siblings?]

[Have you ever had a crush on me?]

[Do you remember the first things I said to you?]

[What is the best feature about me?]

[What is the worst feature about me?]

[Am I shy or outgoing?]

[Would you say I am funny?]

[Do you think I'm a flirt?]

[If so, do I flirt too much?]

[Have you ever seen me cry?]

[Have you ever made me cry?]

[How often do you think of me?]

[If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?]

[Have you ever told me that you love me?]

[Are we good friends?]

[Do you wish we were closer?]

[Would you ever go out with me?]

[Do you think I'm crazy?]

[Would you mess around with me?]

[What do you really think of me?]
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[17 Mar 2004|06:16pm]
[ mood | Hurt ]

Well yesterday was a lovely day which would mean today would be an aweful one. Well aweful in the fact that my mom got into a car accident. This is what happened.

My mom dropped me off and when i was sitting in the lobby these kids ran in and said that this kid hit a van outside the school. My mom than later messaged me and said "Do you know Cody Moffat" and i said "He's a jerk. WHy?" and i never got a response. Jodi than told me that he had gotten in an accdent that morning. When i got home my mom called and was talking about and than she said "Well I grabbed the wheel because I knew he was going to hit me" and than I said "Wait. He hit you?" and she responded with Yes and I said I was gunna kill him but I was joking. I really do not like that kid. He's a real jerk to all my friends and now he hit my mom's car and my mom's arm might be broken becuase of it I hate him more. Supposively he was going fast and slide on ice and hit the back of my mom's van. I hope my mom is ok. She is at the doctor's now.

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[16 Mar 2004|01:39pm]
Me: Jessica you are never babysitting me
Jessica: Please?
Me: no you'll hand cuff me to a person or a building
Jessica: probably a person
Me: and you'll forget where i am and than what will happen?
Jessica: Or I'll lose the key
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WHY!?! [16 Mar 2004|01:14pm]
Remember2Blink: I handcuffed one of the kids to that pole in the basement, so he's all like trying to get out but he can't
Remember2Blink: i was like "this is what happens when you're bad"
Co Ca Trigger: OMG!
Co Ca Trigger: Jess
Remember2Blink: It's fun
Co Ca Trigger: are you turning into like a weird sex person
Remember2Blink: Hahaha, i'm not gonna fuck 'em
Remember2Blink: Anyways, I have to tend to the kiddies. I'll call you when I get out of babysitting...which is soon
Co Ca Trigger: sure whatever you melester
Remember2Blink: hahahaha
Remember2Blink: yeah
Remember2Blink: i'm a rapist

HAHA Jessica that's the best
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[16 Mar 2004|12:49pm]
What the fuck is up with Chris Carrabba's new hair?

It looks terrible on him in the new video.
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[16 Mar 2004|12:15pm]
No one when did they start showing Boondock Saints on USA?
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[15 Mar 2004|02:27pm]
Today in cartooning I drew this caricature of Claudio and holy shit it is like my best drawing ever....I think. I'll scan some of my work later so you can tell whichever is best that I've done. I have SAT class tonight from 3 to 5:30..blah. So I guess I need to go soon. I will also take pictures of some of the stuff Jessica has given to me like notes and stuff if that's ok with her because she's a really good cartoonist. Jessica join cartooning with my class. We'll have fun becuase you know who is in there....Haha! Sorry I didn't walk home with you Jessica. Don't hate me.
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Stuff I read to keep myself Sane! [14 Mar 2004|10:20pm]




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Steve better take this [14 Mar 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

bold everything that you remember

7-up ("it's the up thing!")
98 degrees
alanis morissette
all that
are you afraid of the dark?
babysitter's club
babysitter's little sister series
backstreet boys
barenaked ladies
batman: the animated series
batman and superman adventures
beanie babies
beauty and the beast
beavis and butthead
beverly hills 90210
big bad beetleborgs
big help
bill nye the science guy
bobby's world
boy meets world
boys II men
brother's keeper
the bugs bunny and tweety show
butterflies (like in everyones hair!)
capri sun
chip and dale rescue rangers
chuck e. cheese ("i'm free", "where a kid can be a kid!")
creepy crawlers
the critic
d.a.r.e ("...to keep kids off drugs")
the d.a.r.e lion
darkwing duck

dawson's creek
disney adventures magazine
dr. pepper lip smackers

eagle eye cherry
earthworm jim
eek! the cat  <-
No one ever remembers that one
empire records
eureka's castle
family matters
figure it out

fox kids
free willy
fresh prince of bel air
friends (the clothing company)
full house <- All I remember is on the road to Palisades and me, Stowe, and Jessica making up our own sitcom

<- I would always lose that shit and find it later like in the corner of the room or something

giga pets
"girl power!"
goof troop
hair scrunchies
hangin' with mr. cooper
hey dude! <- Reminds me of the time I talked to Jessica about how we are the way we are now.
home alone (I and II)
homeward bound: the incredible journey

the hulk
i know what you did last summer
I believe I can Fly
independence day
jelly sandals
<- I could never wear those. Damn Eyzma or however the way you spell it.

jnco jeans  <- Oh man my favorite all time pair of jeans were these pair with red lining down the side. I had to throw them away because I ripped them all up. Damn Holes!
kenan and kel <- Oh man that was me and Jodi's like favorite show. Who remembers the movie should be the real question?
kool aid
lambchop's play along
life with louie  <- Oh man that show was funny. I remember my mom liked it more than I did.
lip smackers
lisa frank
the macarena
mariah carey
mcdonalds (did somebody say mcdonalds?")
meanie beanies
mega warheads
men in black
mr. belvadere
nano pets
natalie imbruglia
nerf ("it's nerf or nothin'!")
the night before christmas
no doubt
no fear clothing
no mercy
no rules clothing
odd man out
the offspring
one saturday morning
pepper ann
pete and pete
pinky and the brain <-
I remember when i used to go over Steve's house in the morning we watched this and Animaniacs and Bobby's World or Eek the Cat and I remember the part where they are in some mansion and Wacko or something is in their show and some guy says "That is not a napkin" or something. Oh man it was funny...anyways.

plastic purses
political correctness
polly pocket
power rangers
puff daddy
push pops
quack pack
ren and stimpy
rocko's modern life
sabrina the teenage witch
salute your shorts
samurai pizza cats

sanrio surprises
savage garden
saved by the bell
saved by the bell: the college years
schoolhouse rock
scruff mcgruff ("...Chicago, Illinois, 60652.")

shania twain
sister sister
skip-it <-- I still sing the commercial song when I'm bored.
small wonder
smart guy
space jam
spice girls
street sharks
stick around
stick stickly
stretch armstrong
sugar ray
super nes
tattoo bracelets
the taco bell dog
talkboy/talkgirl tape recorders  <-
OMFG! I just remembered those and how much a wanted one at the time. I remember the commerical with like the little boy being perv and all watching his sister with her boyfriend.
teen angel <- Ha he died from eating an old cheeseburger
third eye blind
the three ninjas
the tick
tiny toon adventures
tom and jerry kids
toy story
two of a kind
uncanny x-men
vanilla ice
vr troopers
the wb ("dubba dubba wb", "the frog")
welcome to good burger home of the good burger can i take your order?

where in the world is carmen san diego? <- I remember in the show some people would just come out and start singing the song. I thought that was great.
where in time is carmen san diego?
will smith
x-men: the animated series
yak back <- I had one of those I think Steve stole it. Or he had it for a long time or something. Oh yeah he gave it back and there was like some weird thing that he said on it.
you wish
yoyo ball
zillions (consumer reports for kids)
<- (Something Sam would read)

AH! big font...sorry guys.
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[14 Mar 2004|12:40am]
I got my prom dress today. It's black and pink and I'll soon have pictures of it on here soon, hopefully.

I hung out with Mike and Woody today. That's right, I actually got a day off being grounded.

The rest of the day before hanging out with them absolutely sucked. My mom has been in this huge bitch mood like all week. She said I wasn't trying hard enough to try to find a dress but once you see the dress it's like AHHH! uhhh yeah what am I talking about? Oh yeah, So I took the SAT Practice Test today and it was so amazingly hard.

I'm going to the Brittney Onix Hotel Tour in June and to the Blink 182/Taking Back Sunday/The Used tour in May. Oh and Brand New next month. I want to go to Motion City Soundtrack, Reel Big Fish, and Allister/HIPV next month but I don't think they all will happen especially when I have no way of getting a ticket when I'm still grounded.

On man, I never talked about the Mest show. Well we got there and I talked to Patrick and gave him a party hat and a Diet Cola. He broke the hat but he put it on his Cola. Haha. It was cute because he was like "I'm just gunna sit here with my hat and my Coke" He was a nice boy. Pete called me weird because I did my usual laugh at nothing trick.
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[13 Mar 2004|04:16am]
Aw Man, Yesterday was Claduio's Birthday.

Happy Belated Birthday Claudio!
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[09 Mar 2004|04:36pm]
Can anyone tell me some good bands/CDs/songs I should listen to or buy?

I'm up for anything.
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[08 Mar 2004|03:35am]
sometimes I don't feel alive anymore. At all.
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Grand Tour [07 Mar 2004|09:07pm]
donnie darko

hooray! you're brooding, hot, and psycho. chicks
dig it!

which donnie darko character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

oh my
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[07 Mar 2004|09:09am]
When I return from Palisades Mall I will tell you how the concert went.

But let me just say Fall Out Boy are my new friends
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[06 Mar 2004|11:43am]
What time is it now:
Your Name: Maryanne
Your Nickname: MJ
Your Online Name: Marejaney
Your sex: Female
Your Age: 17
Your height: 5'5"
Your weight: 115
Hair color: black and brown
Eye color: brown
Hair length: a little bit longer than shoulder length
Do you wear glasses: sometimes
Are your teeth straight: no
Do you have freckles: yes
Do you have a fake eye: no
Do you draw fake moles on yourself: no
Highest level of school: Junior?
Do you work: no

How do you dress: in clothes
Do you smoke: no
Do you drink: no
Do you do drugs: ni
Do you have friends: yes
Do you have online friends: yes
Do you like your friends: yes
Do you like your online friends: yes
Got any kids? no
Got any pets? yes
Got a car? no
Live on your own? no
Live with your parents? yes

Type of music: alternative
Actor: dont have one
Actress: dont have one
Movie: Donnie Darko
Food: Ramen Noodles
Car: dont have one
Hobby: Listening to Music
Sport: Soccer
Artist: Johnen Vasquez
Author: dont have one
Song: "Jet Black New York"
Color: Black
TV Show: Invader Zim
Brand of beer: dont have one
Brand of liquor: dont have one
Brand of smokes: dont have one
Brand of drug: dont have one
Brand of clothes: dont have one
Record Label: Drive Thru Records
Brand of glue: haha i dunno
Shape: star or heart
Texture: dunno
Game: Monopoly or Jenga
Place: Hanging out with my friends no matter where
Year: dont have one
Holiday: Christmas or Halloween
Quote: "Just forget me..It's that simple"
Animal: Hedgehog or cat
Sound: haha a lot
Book: dont have one
Drink: Pepsi Blue or Sprite Remix

Have you lied: yes
Do you lie: yes
Do you lie often: no
Do you lie to save your own ass: yeah
Do you lie to save someone else’s ass: yes a lot
Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover: no
Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your enemy: no
Would you tell a lie that let you keep your job but fired your friend: no
Have you lied to gain money: no
Would you lie to gain money: no
Do you enjoy lying to strangers: no
Have you ever enjoyed lying to a stranger: no
Do you lie to bums that ask for spare change, saying you have none: no i give them money usually
Would you dare to lie in the face of evil: no
Would you dare to lie in the face of your mother: i have before
Would you dare to lie in the face of your God: no
Would you lie to get laid: no
Have you lied to get laid: no
Would you lie to get a job: no
Have you lied to get a job: no
Would you lie to get a date: no
Have you lied to get a date: no
Are lies really that harmless: no
Do you lie on online surveys to make yourself seem super cool: haha no
Do you lie online: not really
If lying is sinful.. are you going to hell: yes

The following apply to you?
Witty: eh
Charming: no
Quiet: yes sometimes
Loud: sometimes
Pretty: no
Radical: no
Sucky: yes
Smart: not really
Stupid: eh sorta
Dumbass: sorta
Ugly: yes
Slow: yes
Fast: eh
Talented: yes
Useless: yes
Punk: no
Young: yes
Old: no
Past your prime: eh
You're just reaching your prime: eh
Dashing: no
Daring: no
Courageous and caring: yes
Dainty: no
Powerful: no
Athletic: no
Artistic: yes
Superhuman: no
Sexy: haha no

The following are Good/Bad
Sex: only if you do it with somone you love
Love: either
Happiness: good
Rap: bad
Pain: bad
Pop music: ok
Anime: good
TV: bad
Country: bad
Metal: bad
Nu-Metal: bad
Death Metal: bad
Industrial: bad
Punk Rock: good
Easy Listening: bad
Korn: bad
Murderous Rampages: good
Sega: good
Nintendo: good
Play Station: good
Game Boy: ok
Chinese Food: good
Italian Food: good
Japanese Food: good
Mexican Food: good
Online Quizzes: good
Online Surveys: good
Whats your deep dark secret: not saying
Whats your biggest fear: not saying
Whats your greatest sexual experience: not saying
What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: not saying
Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: nothing
Anime isn't that bad is it?: no
You agree that DVD is much better than VHS right? yes

Are you religious? yes
Do you believe in a higher being: yes
Is every religion wrong except your own? no
Do you believe that any religion is lower than your own, or is wrong? no
Is your God the only god? no
Are you going to heaven? i dunno
Are you going to hell? i dunno

Do you like it? i guess
Do you have any? yes
Do you make a lot of it? eh
Do you get your money through illegal ways? no
Do you pay taxes? no
Do you think you shouldn't have to? yes

Who did you get this survey from? Wendy
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oh man that's ugly [05 Mar 2004|09:13pm]

Laughing Machine


Battle Rating

Laughing Machine was purchased at a national chain Pet Super-Store

Can your fishy beat Laughing Machine ?
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[05 Mar 2004|08:43pm]
If anyone on my friends list is going to the Mest/Fall Out Boy/Matchbook Romance/Dynamite Boy Show at Hartford,CT tomorrow, please, say hello to this face if you see her there.

title or description

title or description
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aww it's cute [05 Mar 2004|06:58pm]


Siamese Fighting Fish

Battle Rating

marejaney was found, still alive, lodged in the throat of a dead man

Can your fishy beat marejaney ?
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Tell Me : Good Or Bad? [02 Mar 2004|10:02pm]

Broken Up

Outline a heart

For you and me

Than mark it with our names

That's us together

Now tear it down

Like you tore me up

Now burn the letters

And write your new love down

I hope she hurts you

Like you hurt me

Do you care?

Can you feel?

Not with me

No feelings or cares when we went out

Would it kill you to say?

I love you in that certain way

I won't miss waiting for your kiss or calls

Since we never talked anyway

I guess that was our careless connection

Hearts in danger

On this night

I thought about why you and me couldn't be together

You are far away

When will you be back?

To comfort me in the winter

It's cold here

My heart is freezing

Cant you help me out

Everyone needs a little help sometimes

Even you

Even me

Don't you realize?

This isn't the way it was meant to be

I'm falling to the point

Of breaking

Me breaking

My heart

I'm shaking by the way you talk to me

I don't know if you love

Or if you're not satisfied

I'm not perfect and you're not either

No one is

I never wanted to cry

Over something I loved so much

I can't stop thinking about

You and its driving me crazy

That I can't see you

Why do you taunt me so?

It's such a challenge

When I die I want you

To be the only one next to me

I've never loved anyone

As much as I love you

I've never felt love so strong

If it breaks I don't know what id do

Never leave me again

I can't stand it


Regret holding me back

Let me go I haven't told you anything yet

A brand new friend

Or a brand new love

It all is the same

In the end

So be careful of what u become

Your history will get

You mixed up


Stop, Stop, Stop

When you are down

don't make the world around you

Fall apart

Just follow what you think is

Right and be yourself

Don't be concerned

if you become like a enemy

stop being so mixed up with all your school work

only be dreaming about what you want to become


Don't get caught up in

stress and don't become

a mess

it will be alright

it will be alright


I just wanted to know which one i should send in if i were to enter BLINK. It's this poetry newspaper my school does.

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[02 Mar 2004|02:31pm]
brand new
Brand New is writing your life story! clever and
insightful, but missing something...like love.
don't worry, you'll get over him or her

Which Band Is Writing Your Life's Story?
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[26 Feb 2004|06:52am]
It's My Birthday!
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[24 Feb 2004|10:22pm]
I don't know about you but i don't trust like half of my friends anymore.

Jessica can't hang out Thursday or Saturday.
Damn Winterguard.

I think this birthday is gunna suck.

Oh yeah i forgot to say my birthday is Thursday.
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[23 Feb 2004|02:18am]
These few weeks have sucked greatly.

I need someone now.

I feel so alone...
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[23 Feb 2004|02:09am]
does anyone have any screen captures from any of the Coheed and Cambria videos?
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[22 Feb 2004|09:31pm]
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::Maryanne
Birthplace :::Bridgeport, CT
Age :::almost 17
Age you act :::sometimes
Current location :::Milford, CT
Eye color :::Brown
Hair color :::a lot of colors
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::lefty
Zodiac sign? :::the fish dudes
Height? :::5'5"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::Italian and Polish
Your hair :::short and out
Your fears :::Heights
Your perfect room :::one that's bigger than mine
What you practically do in a day :::i never know until it happens
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::like, lol, what, huh
Phrases you overuse :::...
Your first thought when you wake up :::whats going to happen today?
Your greatest accomplishment :::ha i dont know
Something you want to do :::free fall
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::McDonald's
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::Britney Spears
Chocolate or vanilla :::Vanilla
Adidas or Nike :::Vans
Black or white :::Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::Bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::neither
Egypt or France :::Egypt
Rock or rap :::Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::no
Cuss :::yes
Sing well :::eh
Sing in the shower :::yes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::not really
Believe in yourself :::no
Like taking these longass surveys? :::ha yeah
Play an instrument :::yes
Want to go to college? :::yes
Want to get married? :::i dunno yet
Want to have children? :::no
Think you're a health freak? :::no
Get along with your parents :::sometimes
Get along with your siblings? :::i dont have any
Think you're popular :::no
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::yes
Drank alchohal :::no
Smoke :::no
Get high :::no
Done any drugs :::no
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::no
Been on stage :::yes
Gone skinny dipping :::no
Been dumped :::no
Dyed your hair :::no
Stolen anything :::no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::Jessica and Cherilyn
Loudest :::Jodi
Most shy :::Lisa
Blondest :::Jodi
Smartest :::Sam
Kindest :::Jodi
Best personality :::Jessica
Most talented :::I dunno
Best singer :::Stowe
Most ghetto :::Jodi (def)
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::I dunno
Pain in the ass :::Abbott
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::Abbott
Funniest :::Jessica and Stowe
Best person for advice :::Jodi or Jessica
Dependable :::Jodi and Jessica
Trustworthy :::Jessica, Cherilyn, Stowe and Jodi
Druggie :::Cherilyn
Most likely to end up in jail :::Jodi (i dunno why)
Person you've known the longest :::Jodi
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::i dont remember
Last nightmare :::someone killed my parents
Car ride :::from NY to my house
Last time you cried :::today like a few hours ago
Last movie seen :::Lord Of The Rings : Return Of The King
Last movie rented :::super troopers
Last book read :::I child called it
Last word said :::yeah
Last curse word said :::shit
Last time you laugh :::when i was on the phone with Jessica
Last phone call :::Jessica
Last CD played :::Thursday- full collapse
Last song you listened to :::I Am The Killer
Last annoyance :::being called a "liar"
Last IM :::Kevin
Last weird encounter :::dont remember
Last person you hugged :::Grandpa
Last person you yelled at :::My mom
Last time you wore a skirt :::a month ago or so at Sam's party
Last time you've been evil :::today
Sarcastic? :::yes
Last time you fought with your parents :::today
Last time you wished upon a star :::i dont remember
Played Truth or Dare :::last year
Spent quality time alone :::now
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::yes
Do you feel lonely :::yes very
Ever TP'd someone's house :::no
How about egging someone's house :::no
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::...
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::no
Yo Momma :::She's fat
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::yes
What do you think of George Bush? :::he's dumb
Any secret fetishes? :::if i told you it wouldnt be a secret
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::no
How many languages do you speak? :::4
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::nope
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::yes

Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) brought to you by BZOINK!
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[22 Feb 2004|08:08pm]
did you enjoy the scenery too?

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[22 Feb 2004|07:18pm]
Pictures of me

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